I find it simply ironic that when I was working full time I couldn’t wait for the weekend so I could have some free time. I filled to time with dancing the nights away and waking up late. Now that I moved up to the bay I am unemployed and have so much free time I have no idea what to do with my day. I apply for jobs all day and I do not enjoy it as much as I thought I would. All I want now is a full time job so I can go back to the life I had in LA. I miss it so much a long with my family and my friends. I am now in a totally different city with a completely different atmosphere. The hustle isn’t as prominent in the suburb that I now reside in. I am ready to start new and fresh. A new lifestyle as far as more relaxed and ready to fully be on my own 100%. I will surely change somewhat because everything I do shapes me. LA will always have my heart and will be the place that made me a totally different person. At the end of the day I need to realize that change is good, but it won’t be forever.